For any house, the kitchen on
Walters Road was especially large. The
counter and cabinet space expanded for days—pots, pans and food could hide
practically anywhere. Even in the breakfast
nook, a small pantry stood to the right of the large radiator offering more potential
space for all of the wanted food.
Like many families in the south, we
depended on food stamps to fill our bellies.
Food came and went quickly, and as time went on, food seemed to make less and less
of an appearance. By the time I was sixteen, I was the only member in my
immediate family with a drivers license and a job. I would often come home from
work and find something like the refrigerator door open (our dog could open the door), and/or a brown drawer or cabinet door missing. The brown linoleum floor
was almost always covered with layers of dirt and food. And, if there was food in the kitchen, it was
almost always hidden from sight. Climbing on the counters
in search for food was a common event amongst my siblings and I. The ritual repeated itself everyday: climb on
counter, open cabinet, search through cabinet, shut cabinet, climb down, climb on counter, open the next
cabinet and repeat. It was always a
great day when Little Debbie Snacks found their way into our hands (oatmeal pies were particularly popular among the family). Some days,
those snacks were the only things I ate.
I would eat two or three mini pies of sugary goodness (this always seemed to cause more dissatisfaction than benefit).

Time passed just as quickly as any
other moment, but the next fifteen minutes rapidly slowed
to etch its way into my memory. A dark minivan swayed to-and-fro rolling down our driveway upon the
uneven gravel. The ground crunched under the solid weight of the tire pressure--only to be
silenced when the van settled into its designated spot. A taller woman with
short, blonde hair stepped out of the van. I looked closer—I knew her. It was
one of the moms from Pikeville's varsity tennis team.
I practiced with her daughter almost every day during the fall season.
But, why in the world was she knocking on the door? What could she possibly
want?
I met Jessica’s mom at the door. We did
the typical “hello, how are you?” conversation, and somehow she nonchalantly
slipped in that she was there to deliver Thanksgiving dinner. I was absolutely
speechless. Thoughts flooded my consciousness—I’m not sure I even thanked her
properly. I'm not even sure how I reacted. How did she find out? Who told
her? She retreated down the concrete stairs, and I followed her to the van. The van door slid open only to reveal a blinding amount of shopping bags. Our kitchen table was covered with food—food
for not only Thanksgiving but for many weeks to come. Jessica’s mom left me alone in the kitchen
shortly following her delivery. I was left to finish the final stage of unpacking
our food. Many people helped to contribute to our family that day, and it was there and then that I vowed I would one day do the same for someone
else.
